dreams that you dare to dream

If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can’t I?

ps: Confused-state-of-mind

Ya Allah, kuatkanlah hati hambamu ini

Marriage quote

After you marry, every asset either of you acquires is jointly held. That's why you both need to be in sync on your long-term financial goals, from paying off the mortgage to putting away for retirement. Ideally, you should talk about all this before you wed. If you don't, you can end up deeply frustrated and financially spent. - Suze Orman

I love Suze Orman. She is unlike any other personality i've ever seen on Oprah. She speaks up, clear things out and motivates people.

I've become more financial-savvy after seen her show. But I must admit, im not good in financial planning. My FH (future hubby) is better a thousand times. I talks a lot. But none happen. FH talk so little and only hear my oh-so-big-plan , but then the end of the day, he got a great savings. He know how to keep his money, not spending it on unnecessary thing...I adore you super darling FH. :)

But i cant keep up with his obsession with cars. Its over-indulge, unimportant..to me.

I cant let him buy super expensive car when we had enough car. Ours is not imported, but enough to take us safely.

So...actually dah lari tajuk...So we should speak up to our future spouse regarding financial goals.

Happy Thursday. Last syawal.:(

ps: Tadi beli baju kurung satin at Tesco Rm11.70 je.. haha lantakla.Cantik gak. Nak pakai ke kenduri.

pps: Got my voucher for Photobook 61% off promo for the Imagewrap book! Valid til 2015. Maybe gonna use for tunang photo..Sekarang nak cari siapa boleh shoot&burn yang murah-murah je..

Sogo sales

ps: are going to Sogo after work plus beli lace...cant get over him..still..no contacts close to 48 hours. I found out that he went to work courses at Malim Nawar last 2 days with his colleague, left his phone on his car. The sad thing is he has no initiative to contact me...at all.Whats wrong with pinjam his friends phone to text me or use public phone to call me. Did he forgot my number? Is it just me..or woman are just plain lunatic..

Oh..i had my menses too..Influence factor.Pfft

orrr..is this just a tactic..my birhday is in Saturday.. perasan mode.:P

You are the best thing that's ever been mine.

Do you believe it??

We're gonna make it soon.

ps: Where art thou..Close to 24 hours tak berhubung....Happy 100th post.

scar scar go away

My hand conditions after the tragedy .Day 14th.

Hi my name is parut.

ps: Sarung cincin tgn kiri lah.

pps: Tgn mcm org tua.

ppps: Dah siap jahit veil..tapi mcm xbest..tp best jugak..hurmm...not perfect but perfectly me. Esok start program detox n slimming..Nak kurus skit for e-day n to surprise him. Jumpa him on e-day je.

Salam Syawal

After long holiday of raya. ..Seems like semua org pun bercuti blogging..Now back with wed preps kot...I takde mood because...

My hands melecur kena air panas...................

Oh menyampah dgn diri sendiri yg reckless. Masa kena air panas, the first thing fikir is kahwin n how to sarung cincin..Even before raya pun ada nampak entry one of the b2b xigt lah siapa..pesan to be careful during raya sebab nak kahwin kot..N now..mmg tak careful lah...urghhh...

Belum jumpa my bf lagi..dia tak tengok lg..My kulit dah digunting n sekarang nampak bare meat..Truly sedih. Lagi costing to beli supplements to heal scars..

A day before raya sempat book OP..

ps: on medical leave.isnin baru kerja...tmorow he's coming, pergi open house n ikut him to jb raya sana pula

Update setelah lama mensepikan diri

Salam,

Sebenarnya I xsuka dengan layout blog ni..sebab tu malas update.Nak alter takot link hilang, xreti la nak recover nti..nak buat backup, time consuming kot..Ke tak? banyak sgt fikir benda yang tahape-hape la..Blog lagi 1 guna wordpress.com, so sgt suka.Tapi limited in some ways lah.

Hurm...just pondering...bulan puasa ni byk vendors buat promo lah..At least for my shortlisted vendor candidates.Pfft.hehe.

Lagi dah nak raya, kena keluar duit untuk bayar depo vendors. kalau u all, sanggup kah.

I ade paranoia skit ttg vendors..Sebab selagi tak puas hati survey merata ceruk, selagi tu xberani nak confirm booking. Kononnye takot lepas place booking, dapat better offer dari vendor lain. Sebab nak jimat punya pasal. Lagipun fikir my date lambat lagi. Like..really lambat lagi-9 bulan. So after book, i nak buat ape lagi.. haha . Tapi.....offer bulan puasa ni adalah best. Here are some offer

1) pelamin package- Dapat custom made baju if book during ramadhan. Biasa kena tambah RM or pakai yg dah ready made. Book 30% from harga package.

2) Photographer- Lepas raya, harga package nak revise.. So lagilah i menggelabah.

3) Videographer- Rm300 off from the packages. Kalo after raya harga normal.

Plus dewan tak book lagi.....

Kalau dah book dewan, ade keberanian nak book mereka2 ini.

Tak macam over sangat ker dah nak book semua di atas.

Plus lagi..nak raya banyak nak pakai duit.Or raya kali ni I bersederhana termasuklah bagi duit raya ciput kat anak buah?

Plus plus i sebenarnya tak dirisik lagi.....................................

Itu yang paling prominent reason kot. Hehe.

ps: tapi tarikh dah tahu..camana lah tu..sgt cincai lah kami..

pss: I decide tak tunang.

Its time!!

he said yes...Alhamdulillah.....we had another 10 months

62

Pagi td i went to an interview and it was the worstttttttt interview ever by me. I cant believe i actually did that...End.

Tiba-tiba teringat arwah mak pernah teman pergi interview kat Nilai. She wait for me at the cafe while i've been interviewed. She really hope i got the job(because dekat dgn Nilai 3, hehe) but i didnt because the employer want an experienced candidates whilst im a fresh graduates at that time.

3 more days..birthday arwah mak. I really miss her.Last year we get to spend time together even tho you are not so well.

Al-fatihah.

Nak kahwin ke tak nak?

Sometimes i had my meltdown dengan boyfriend. Seeing him earned more than me makes me a little envy. I know i shouldnt. And knowing he want to buy something i want is more envioussssss...

or this

With either of these, i know a way to spend it on my pelamin package la honey.

ps: guys are sooo gila gadget.

A lil update

Salam,

Hi readers (if any)...Sorry for the long hiatus. I've been admitted to ward due to dengue. I hate dengue. My friends start calling me Dengue Girl..

I always wanted to stay in a ward as patient. I know its a weird wish. And I did..And turns out the experience not to be so good. The nurses wake me up very often at night to check my BP and tempt. They injected a very excruciating meds inside my vein, i vomit and the ward well....tak best. because its a government hospital. I dont have insurance so..i had to deal with it. he he..So now i starts collecting info about insurance coverage..Thehe .I had a feeling i might be admitted again.

Outstation-ing

I am currently at Brunei..job related..And oh i apply 3 government related jobs before i took off..Lembaga Urus Air Selangor, FRIM and UPM. I've just wanted to finish something. I took things easily most of the time.

I think marriage will come a bit later..because of the house thingy.

And we're a bit tight also..

I hate it but have to accept it.

No rezeki yet.

ps: Story of converts really moves me. Its amazing how they could see the beauty of Islam..I saw Forum perdana hal ehwal islam last night, 3 lil kids gives speech..they are amazing.I want my kids to be like that.

Thank God its Friday!

I havent got any mood to update..We haven't really finalized on the date..Which make me a little tak sabar...pfft..We fight regularly..but he'll be coming here for short course on 10-14th and 25-28th....I miss him but he made me mad all the time